Tuesday, March 30, 2004

BUSY DAY!!!!

wao.. today is going to be a busy day!!
Really sleepy.. haha.. tired and lazy to start working..
Gotta finish all my works today.. weather aren't as stuffy today...
at least did not make me sweat early in the morning!! hee...
Good day to everyone!!

Saturday, March 27, 2004

oh, by the way.. i got myself a xanga website.. easier with the comments.. and also the layout is nicer.. hee...
xanga


and here are some really funny blog.. my dream date..
myDreamDate
writing this entries in my small cubical now.. today are not going to be a good day for me... hahaha..
really tired today.. been sleeping less and less these days.. and i now can hardly open my eyes, and the problem is i am working~~~~~
but lucky for me, the darn win2k server system at the main is currently down.. and all my to do things gotta stop temporary. hahahahaha.. thatz why i can crap here...
hope today can sleep early.. but doubt so... can sleep by 2 late nite then i am blessed by god i think.. haha... going back later after works.. then meeting a girl, then head for home for dinner.. then have to yam cha with kouk wah, simon, hui meng and one business guy i think.. kaoz.. he better let me get my way, get on with the works.. else else else i will kneel down!! hahaha.. nola.. just praying real hard that we can agree on something and then i can start earning my first pot of gold.. hahah

oh, btw yesterday there was this sort of thunderstorm. wiu, the thunders are really near to me.. damn scaring.. all blame it on one of the new teachers.. been talking to me regarding GOD.. keke.. keep asking why i stop going church..
i say hey, i just dont find a way to keep going there k? but these have been bugging me. now i cant even have a good sleep inside train... shit.. and the thunders was like something that are going to punish me!!! my god.. i m really frightened..
ok, maybe some of u dont really know i have been to church for a good 7 years.. i acknowledge the power of God, and teached me well.. shaped my life also.. but i just doesn't felt like going.. as the teaching goes, we no need any media to get in touch with God.. right? it's about faith.. i have faith in GOD.. but i just not changing my lifestyle.. needs really much of time in there.. i probably will just have to keep it inside my heart!! and one thing, i believe i have got other things to do.. need to develope my own business thing.. gotta work hard.. going church is not a waste of time, is just not me to slow down on my career now..

k la.. gotta check my win2k server thing now.. hope it works.. else i have to sleep le.. hahahaha...
Ai, been a long time since i really put down anything inside here... still not too used of reveal myself even on the webbie.. not really wanted to let others know what i am thinking... later i will get comments like too hard to understand, thinking really much.. but thatz me!!! how do i change it?? Being myself will still be the best for me.. haha.. i am really trying to find my own good pts. Really appreciate myself and present myself to others.. but i must own up, sometimes i really lazy to write!! hahahaha...

Em, looking friends around me, getting mate (gf/bf).. but me, when is my turn? why i am only alone with friends? haha..
tonight suddenly got this thought. Others have been saying that girls are really sensitive.. if their boys are not really putting in effort to make a relationship works, or if they are being distract, girls sense it..
but hor, i must say what boys want are just so simple.. and guys around are simple simple simple living things in this complicated world...
now, let me see.. what do we guys want:
1. a girl that we love
2. shower love on the girl
3. earn money/ get a good career
cant think of others le.. haha...
if guys are distract, they show it very easily.. and bcoz we are simple, thatz why ladies sense it.. not bcoz u are sensitive, smart or wat other dumb reasons!!!

no offense to anyone around browsing this entry. just a simple thought!!
and i m a guy, i m simple also.. don take it as i m so complicated... haha
i din find a partner or still taking my choice is just because the girls i love i cant be with her, as for others.. i just cant make my heart to stay with them...

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Nice Song

Album: Results May Vary (2003)
Limp Bizkit

behind blue eyes

no one knows what it’s like
to be the bad man
to be the sad man
behind blue eyes
and no one knows
what it’s like to be hated
to be faded to telling only lies


chorus
but my dreams they aren’t as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that’s never free


no one knows what its like
to feel these feelings
like i do, and i blame you!
no one bites back as hard
on their anger
none of my pain woe
can show through
chorus
discover l.i.m.p. say it (x4)
no one knows what its like
to be mistreated, to be defeated
behind blue eyes
no one know how to say
that they’re sorry and don’t worry
i’m not telling lies
chorus
no one knows what its like
to be the bad man, to be the sad man
behind blue eyes.

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Done this BF test!! Belows are the result... i doubt that it's accuracy.. haha

You're a Dope BF!
You won't be without a girlfriend for long (unless you choose to be,) cuz you are perfect. You always know the right thing to say without being a totally sappy loser and your girl appreciates it. Your the guy every girl dreams about, but you don't let that get to your head. Stick to your current dating game plan and you'll always manage to get the girl.

Take the Boyfriend Quiz at www.kidzworld.com!


Girls : http://www.kidzworld.com/site/cq57-1.asp
Guys: http://www.kidzworld.com/site/cq71-1.asp

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

I am cold mountain... hahahaha

5.冰山型

性格:冰山型有如一座冰山拒人於千里之外,旁人望而止步。對人冷若冰霜,對感情的需求卻相當大,而且凡事以自己為第一考慮,獨佔慾非常強,不論是人是物,如果被他看中,一天得不到手一天不罷休。

事業:性格夠冷靜,臨危不亂,是做大事的人才。

愛情:這座冰山就算愛上別人都不會主動,注定要做天煞孤星。

金錢:膽大心細又冷靜,買大開大買小開小,財運非常不俗。

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

丢掉了烟头,咖啡却让我心悸

心情好重, 思念并不会随着丢了的烟头而烟消云散。
相反的, 在咖啡的催动下,我的心开始悸动了起来。
全身仿佛飘在空中, 好像就此躺下。
她的身影, 不斷地徘徊。

突然覺得自己很差勁.
明明好想好想,卻又無能為力.
除了為她祈祷,並獻上祝福, 我真的甚麼也不能做了.
只可以不讓她擔心.

我在手中的線, 何時該收何時該放, 我真地不知道.

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

《会有那么一天》

一九四三 世界大战 阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多 他们感情很深 但是爷爷
身负重任 就在离乡的那夜给了阿嬷一个吻

轻声说到 我要离去 别再哭泣 不要伤心
请你相信我 要等待 我的爱 陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天 我们牵着手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声 我爱你

夕阳西下 鸟儿回家 阿嬷躺 在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫 眼神却很温柔 看着爷爷
湿透的眼 握着他粗糙的手 阿嬷的泪水开始流

RaIN

It's been raining the whole day!
Since last nite the rain has not stop!

Rain stop all the activities, makes me sit down and think.
Thinking of what i am not supposed to, or rather the person i am not supposed to.
Done a so called test with my friends on saturday.
Cloud, sky, stars and river.
Here goes the test, put in 4 pple of the opposite sex that makes u think of these 4 items or vice versa.


Funny. Got your answer?
cloud is the person who are (will be) together with you.
sky is the person who you like(d).
stars is the person who leave u.
river is the one who like u.

I doubt the accuracy. Only get the right person for stars.
Others, dare not think!! haha...

If you have only one chance to choose the person you love,
who would it be..
I got my answer now, and i will do things that i normally won't.
May it be foolish and silly, but i just don't want any regrets.
I do not need to have any promises or answer.
May my good will reach its destination.