Merry Christmas Everyone!!!!!
A christmas well spend... rest a lot at home..
Do some tidy up of my room, though it is still messy... but at least more space now!!

Don't ask me how do i spend my one and a half day holidays..
Most of you will be disappointed... i just stay home...
alright, say anything u want.. call me anti social, call me no fun... anything u like!!
thatz me.. not the first year doing this..

watch two nice shows!!
green mile and billy elliot.. old shows they are..
nothing common in both show.. except that both plant something in my mind...
and that the show is not by asian!! haha

both are actually really different shows...
green mile rather spiritual, can i say that?
Dont really know the exact word for it...
about a giant but gentle touching negro.. doing miracles...
he touch everyone around.. and me thatz in front of tv..
he can actually feel the bad things around the world..
and he try to change everything..
green mile is actually the way to death.. the electrifying chair..
his name is john coffee...
billy elliot, a show about a boy fighting for his dream, for wat he want to do...
nothing is easy unless he try.... be yourself was the word left by his mum...

well, maybe u are guessing wat's on my mind now..
i am looking for peace, looking for someone around me, looking for my dreams...
looking for tomoro, next month and next year...

原来快乐会被悲伤代替，
坚强也只有一下子。

太脆弱了，这样的人无法生存...........

一个人的生命力是依靠信念来支持着的，当你想放弃时，
也就是结束的开始。

还剩下些什么

一首很好听的歌。

歌词写着，
还剩下些什么，只剩下两滴冰冻的泪水，
一滴花都就添一番自醉，
一滴承诺与岁月的潮水。
还留下些什么，只留下两颗冰冻的眼泪，
一颗花宛是拒绝伤悲，
一颗花觉醒近乎轮回。

不知道又没有听错，但我知道，
人如果只剩下要不得的自尊，
那就真得很悲伤了。

其实这些一点也不重要。
因为只是一首歌，一个想法。

SCORPIO MAN

A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and
always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so
negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He
absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.

He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused
feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen
and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves
before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly
achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put
all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a
big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac.

He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates
thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long,
for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.

If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too
much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and
will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.

He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will
not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere
man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to
ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able
to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he
will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares
for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.

If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say
such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be
both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are
in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be
vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.

He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could
not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends.
He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a
complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really
know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or
when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already
forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and
admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him.

When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in
love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple
woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able
to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman
who sits around waiting for his call.

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Does this sounds like me?? hahahaaha

星期天很平凡，也很开心。
爸妈带着几位阿姨来新加坡，很愉快。
买了些老歌给老爸，他应该蛮开心的。
这样就够了。简单也是快乐。

记得曾经有个女生告诉我，女人到了一定的年龄，
不再会有对爱情的憧憬，要的是一个可以依靠的胸膛。

最近，不止一次看到这句话。
老实说，这句话很有意思，也带来了很大的震撼！

外表是无法改变，只有成就、事业可以累积、增加。
慢慢的，开始觉得我真得很渺小，因为自己什么成就也没有。
慢慢的，开始认真做每件事，让自己得到满足感。

最近常常无法集中精神，对这一些事、一些人发呆。
做工了，都会这样吗？
脑精不转动，就会有些迟钝。
可能需要休息吧.....
得快些完成工作，不能偷懒了。。。

断了的弦

断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见
你的转变 像断掉的线 再怎么接 音都不对
你的改变 我能够分辨

我沉默 你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么 不说 哎哟

微笑后 表情终于有点难过
握着你的手 问你确定了再走

我突然释怀的笑 笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇 来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉 说会记住我的好
我也弯起了嘴角 笑

你的美 已经给了谁 追了又追 我要不回
我了解 离开树的叶 属于地上的世界 凋谢

断了的弦 在弹一遍 我的世界 你不在里面
我的指尖 已经弹出茧 还是无法留你在我身边

断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见
你的转变 像断掉的线 再怎么接 音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

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听着歌，看着词，总能联想到自己，好悲哀！！
好想念她，或许她永远不会察觉，或许她只是装傻.....

我又回来了！！
哈哈！！吃了感冒药， 感觉好多了。。
所以又来游荡，嘻！
寻找惊喜！

刚刚买了杰伦的新歌。
轨迹和断了的铉，蛮好听的！

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轨迹

怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散得匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影

如果说分手 是痛苦的起点 那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱 会不会有人 可以明白

我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着哪一天 会有人代替你 让我不再想念你

我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见

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献给你，不要惆怅，相信很多人都有这样的经历，包括我！
如阿呆所说，快乐与悲哀，是自己选择的！！

生病了！！！
早上还生龙活虎，不知怎么忽然间鼻子堵塞，‘海水’泛滥。
结果连血也不能捐，护士是我如病菌，将我赶出门。
天啊！！
什么心情也没了，就连现在都拿着纸巾。
不说了！！