Tuesday, September 30, 2003

So i watch turn left turn right

Just watch turn left turn right... borrowed the vcd from frens... lousy quality... i mean the disc... the movie not really good also, not so romantic.. but the poem in the movie really nice... some part still quite touching... hee... but i still end up watching at home, instead in cinema... sien... hate watching at home de... very bored one... somehow feel the show always not as good..

after that, watched 食字路口。singapore episode... introducing quite a few place.. now i only know night safari can be so romantic... should go next time.. hee..
btw, realize stephenie sun looks stunning and cute!! lolz....

today not that bothered about wat happen around me... not so fan already... consult my bro during dinner... kinda get some ideas... think i really have to sit down and work everything out... think all will be fine... fren asking me how i was going to celebrate bday... might need to book chalet... see how... no $$ poor thing.. does not think it's important.. but they say treat it as another gathering...
maybe ba... good excuses for them to make a fool out of me huh... hehehehe.... anyway, germen... u very thick skin leh... i got u but still worried.. ur prince is more important.. go after him la... hehehehehehe

Monday, September 29, 2003

Life's getting boring day by day!!! cant get any job, cant send any resume... wat life is this... sit down also stare at the wall.. cant think of anything... wat should i do? die die die... i am in BIG trouble...

government change rule again... next year student can enrol into uni straight away!! i think i go to local uni already... so am i destined to go overseas? i dunno wat i want now.. i m in complete state of blur!!! don ask me anything... shit... this has been bugging my mind whole day...

am i useless?? no one can answer i guess... dunno where to study, cant get a job, no gf... but at least i got fren la...
hahaha,......

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

Been quite a few days since i wrote anything here... Really lazy to put my thoughts down... Unable to sort out my thinking, not sure about wat is it actually... but kinda like this feelings... hee... although not sure wat's going on, but sometimes seems that i know things are going on... hahahaha... rubbish.. waiting for somethings happen i guess....

been doing a lot of travelling back to jb and forth these few days... getting my eye check up... getting my specs today... first time wearing a specs... not really used to it.. but too bad, i had too.. din take good care of eyes... hehehe.... luckily i look handsome la... hahahaha....

later maybe going to watch a movie... maybe only.. must see whether my fren is free or not... got a lot assignment going on for her.. sigh... hope she can make it...

good day to everyone!!!

Sunday, September 21, 2003

原来我并不认真

最近,脑子里浮现了很多很多的问题及想法,只因一句话:如果你不认真,就别追她!
原来认真要表现出来,原来认真不能放在心里;原来把情感藏在心里,没有人会察觉;原来我并不认真。
吊儿郎当的性格,让我把情感收藏,让我不愿让人看到自己脆弱的一面。一切显得无所谓,是要让别人少些担心,但却带来了更多的误会。
我真错了吗?我不知道,我也不想判定。
原来喜欢一个人真的好难!!!

Thursday, September 18, 2003

我只要安静的躲在角落里,
你就不会发现我,不会靠近,
并且不会让我爱上你。

现在想起来,
当初,
我是应该安静的躲在角落。

一整个下午,
只有一杯红茶陪伴;
我埋头在氤氲的茶香里,
试图忘记你。

一整个下午,
我企图解释这样一个问题,
为什么,
茶包会随着越来越淡,
而想你,却不可以。

Nice Songs...

歌手:周杰伦 | 歌名:晴天 | 所属专辑:叶惠美

曲:周杰伦 | 词:周杰伦 | 编:周杰伦

故事的小黄花 从出生那年就飘着 童年的荡秋千

随记忆一直晃到现在 ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一

ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ

吹着前奏望着天空我想起花瓣试着掉落 为你翘课的那一天

花落的那一天 教室的那一间 我怎么看不见 消失的下雨天

我好想再淋一遍 没想到失去的勇气我还留着 好想再问一遍

你会等待还是离开 刮风这天 我试过握着你手

但偏偏 雨渐渐 大到我看你不见 还要多久

我才能在你身边 等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点

从前从前 有个人爱你很久 但偏偏 风渐渐 把距离吹得好远

好不容易 又能再多爱一天 但故事的最后你好像说了拜拜

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

Just came back from celest's string ensemble concert... quite an encouraging performance... an organised and thoughtful event... and most importantly, i get to enjoy a few nice piece of classics!!!

this morning went to an interview... but my chances are unknown... the 2 interviewers look and sound nervous... makes me even nervous... hahaha... but luckily no technically question... they ask me about secondary school life until my details of project... however, nothing seems relevant to the job.... sigh~~ i like the location, but dunno the time of work... this also forgot to ask... shit~~!!! micron is a big company, see how things develop... hee...

getting tired very easily these days... dunno got anything to do with my lifestyles or not.. maybe must give it a change... but start tomoro la.. tonight got soccer match.. must enjoy a while... go Manchester united!!! hahahhaa

Saturday, September 13, 2003

........

Quite boring today!! Virtually did nothing at home!! Jobless is like hell!!! BUT, today micron ask me to go interview!!!! hahahahaha...... at least something for me to cheer about...

SAT is next month, but i have not study anything.. how to score! shit la.... but at least there're something for me to do, but i m unwilling to do that.. lolz... bad bad bad!!!!

think i should find a gf to occupy my time!!! hahaha... pathetic leh... cannot say like this... must say i should find a gf to let me love.. hahaha... then i will cherish her, right?? haha... rubbish!! i want to sleep!!! nite everyone!!

Friday, September 12, 2003

Moon cake festival

Full moon today... cheers everyone!! it's the mooncake festival.... who are u spending the day with? your mate? families or alone? i went to a fren's house just now... quite cosy... but the food arrived quite late, so cant stay longer to play the lantern... .how i miss it.... think i haven play with it since primary one.... no one play with me.... sob sob.... but at least i m not lonely la.... hahahaha...

em... walking home and saw the big round moon.... kiat yiu say when ppl talk bout moon they misses someone... agreed!! but doesn't seems to be there for me... i couldn't even think of who to miss... haha... maybe my parents ba, mooncake festival should spend with them right? heehee... i m bad i guess... seldom home for any festive season... except new year..... tend to spend every festive season alone at home... haha.... maybe i really don't like the crowd... one/two ppl with u would be nice though... hee.....

anyway, enjoy the days!!! hope this 911 will be a good one!! ;P

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

What does rain means to you?

it's already 1.40 in the morning... my hair still wet after bathing... just got home not long ago after helping celest with the cd-writer and got drenched by the rain.. shit.. should listen to her and bring the umbrella home!! i am so sleepy now...

i am chatting with a girl now, she said she misses her boyfriend... it's must have been a terrible feelings.... it's been a long time since i misses someone... how does it feel, i forgotten... or i simply forces myself to forget it.... the last person i misses should be her.... and i know it's not good.... so i prefer myself to laugh all the way and forget everything.. rains made my frens yearning for a hug from her bf..... wat bout u when u looking at this post? i know nothing about it, i only knew it's good time for sleeping...
hahaha......

today went for house viewing with a few frens... was planning to moving out... but i think it's better not to do so... a lot of conflicts starts to occur... and i simply don like it... the choice is mine right? although it maybe branded stupid for wanting to escape from these conflict, but i simply don want to end up quarreling with anyone.... thatz the way i always do things.... good or bad?? i don want to judge it... keep on discussing may end up well, but i simply don like to see things turning bad... i choose to ignore it....... laughable? maybe, but thatz my way!!!!! lolz....... i am unrealist right? keep on dreaming ba......

think of something happy!! later in the morning i get to see my sister and my baby niece again.... wat a wonderful day it will be... i think nothing is better than looking at new born baby, everythings about her is great!! so pure, so innocence.. nothing ugly... especially when it's born into ur family, i hope love grow with her!! think i should get something for her...

now i know wat rains means to me... i really hope it can cleanse the whole world!! may the ugly and dark side of the world really be washed away by the rain... just like wat they say in the drama.... hahaha... naive?? i don think so... just a small little wish....

Monday, September 08, 2003

A great great day!!!!!!!!

Today it's a great day!!!! I am finally successful in creating this blog!!! Now there's a place for me to place all the rubbish thinking that i had inside my head......
Another thing is my parents are officially grandparents today!! and i am an uncle.... hahahahaha.... A pretty little angel is given to my second sister today afternoon... the little girl is named xin yi weight 3.185kg and 49 cm tall (or rather long??).... hee.... Anyway, it's a great news!!!!!!!!!!! she got double eyelid, got ear lob, look pinkish, tall nose, tall forehead...
anything about her is just great!!!!!!!! heee....... i am just so happy, happy and happy!!!!!