Tuesday, September 09, 2003

What does rain means to you?

it's already 1.40 in the morning... my hair still wet after bathing... just got home not long ago after helping celest with the cd-writer and got drenched by the rain.. shit.. should listen to her and bring the umbrella home!! i am so sleepy now...

i am chatting with a girl now, she said she misses her boyfriend... it's must have been a terrible feelings.... it's been a long time since i misses someone... how does it feel, i forgotten... or i simply forces myself to forget it.... the last person i misses should be her.... and i know it's not good.... so i prefer myself to laugh all the way and forget everything.. rains made my frens yearning for a hug from her bf..... wat bout u when u looking at this post? i know nothing about it, i only knew it's good time for sleeping...
hahaha......

today went for house viewing with a few frens... was planning to moving out... but i think it's better not to do so... a lot of conflicts starts to occur... and i simply don like it... the choice is mine right? although it maybe branded stupid for wanting to escape from these conflict, but i simply don want to end up quarreling with anyone.... thatz the way i always do things.... good or bad?? i don want to judge it... keep on discussing may end up well, but i simply don like to see things turning bad... i choose to ignore it....... laughable? maybe, but thatz my way!!!!! lolz....... i am unrealist right? keep on dreaming ba......

think of something happy!! later in the morning i get to see my sister and my baby niece again.... wat a wonderful day it will be... i think nothing is better than looking at new born baby, everythings about her is great!! so pure, so innocence.. nothing ugly... especially when it's born into ur family, i hope love grow with her!! think i should get something for her...

now i know wat rains means to me... i really hope it can cleanse the whole world!! may the ugly and dark side of the world really be washed away by the rain... just like wat they say in the drama.... hahaha... naive?? i don think so... just a small little wish....

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