never posted anything for a few days.. wanted to post a songs lyrics, if you are not the one by Daniel Bedingfield but i was too slow... a fren got it up.. sigh.. must think of somethign to write then...
NTU rejected my application, stating too much competition.. but but a lot of frens with lousier results got in.. they ask me to apply again next year.. sien 1/2... sigh... i want to appeal.. another disappointment of the year... hee..
no wonder my tummy getting bigger.. have to put in so much disappointment.. hahaha...
now looking at other plans.. going to german, waiting for nus, apply for pilot... which path to take? i also not very sure.. bro ask me to go australia.. how? felt quite wasting money.. dunno should i or should i not.. em.. em.. em..

Everywhere I Look, There's You

I view life from the top
Always believing
In dreams inside my heart that I was reaching
When I wished upon a star a pot of gold was never far always
I acted like a fool
thinking I had made it
To hide my loneliness I had to fake it
but at last I saw the light
when you came into my life
Making all my feelings overflow
Now in everything I view
there you are
And my greatest wish
Is to hold you in my heart
I can feel your spirit lifting me
And that special gift is all I see it's true
everywhere I look there's you
If the whole world comes apart
It starts to shatter
And we lose everything what does it matter
And if you stay with me
that's all I'll ever need
You're the one that gives the strength and hope for tomorrow
now in everything i do
there you are
and my greatest wish
is to hold you in my heart
I feel your spirit lifting me
that special gift is all I see it's true
Everywhere I look there's you
Say you'll always stay beside me
Tell me you'll love me forever and ever
sharing life together!
And in everything I do
there you are
And my greatest wish is to hold you in my heart
I feel your spirit lifting me
that special gift is all I see its true
everywhere I look there's you
I feel your spirit lifting me
that special gift is all I see it's true
everywhere I look theres you

北半球的孤单
欧得洋

用我的晚安陪你吃早餐
记得把想念存进扑满
我望着满天星在闪
听牛郎对织女说要勇敢

别怕我们在地球的两端
看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞，用光速飞到你面前
要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴

少了我的手臂当枕头，你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心的等，随时欢迎你靠岸

少了我的怀抱当暖炉，你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大，两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒，我的梦统统给你保管

the wind is strong tonight
but it just won't blow u away from my mind

the work is piling up
but it just won't take up ur place in my mind

because of you, i can give up everything i own
and because of you, i would fight to own everything

u are absolutely right, i am concentrating too much on you
put down all the works on hand
and my mind just shift to you

it's just like preprogram
u are like ROM forever there
even if i shut down and off the power

shift my attention
i wish i have the power to program my mind
think i can only do it by installing another person in
that i can keep u wrap
at least from the surface

is this what they call love
i think so but i still don't know what is it
i absolutely forgo the meaning
and i can't remember it now

i am a scorpio
and i am instinctively protective of myself
so, if anything i did
or any words i mumble hurt you
in one way or another
i am sorry

not in the mood of writing anything..
maybe these songs are already enough..
:D

I’LL BE THERE FOR YOU LYRICS

I guess this time you’re really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide

You say you’re cried a thousand rivers
And now you’re swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won’t save me anymore

Now I’m praying to God you’ll give me one more chance, girl

I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you

I know you know we’re had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can’t buy back yesterday

And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I’ll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I’ll be the wine

I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you

Solo

And I wan’t there when you were happy
I wasn’t there when you were down
I didn’t mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I’d seen you blow those candles out

I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you

BON JOVI LYRICS

"Always"
This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice

But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Chance upon this fantastic piece of video... just a showcase of a really talented guy doing art using SANDS!!!!

http://mail.lynms.edu.hk/~cwk/sand.wmv

enjoy!!

Anyone tried before? Waking up like it's the end of the world.. i got this f*ck up feelings everyday.. been looking forward for the letter from university.. but shit!!
however, i am able to diversify my energy towards the job la.. been finding it fun doing all the works.. so, my days always end better now.. been afraid of going to bed.. bcoz the next day will have the same feeling again and again...
sigh.. the feelings of dunno where i am heading too really drains out every single energy in me... can't say that i know what i want anymore.. bless me a bit more k?

The Day After Tomorrow

ok... i just watch the show!! haha.. dunno why.. i just doesn't really enjoyed the stories.. normally when i am watching any movie, i will try and bring myself into the cast.. get a feel of everything IN the movie.. but not this one.. it just made me feel uncomfortable.. haha.. and basically it's just a show of major effect and 'beautiful' scenery to me...
the only thing that really touched me - the love between families and also Sam and Laura....

Not really a fantastic show, somehow rather extravagance... i mean unbelievable.. but maybe it's real, just i didn't have a chance to go through it.. that's why it's not imaginable.. it might be real, maybe even worse.. how else do u think dinosaur extinct.. it might be the only explanation..... it's really cool..... hahahahahah.... i m sicko...

btw, got a few conclusions after the show.. hee.. just for laugh.. don't hit me....
1. the best job in the world->astronaut
the reason->because u can still shave while the world is facing a calamity.. and simply u enjoy the best scenery and continue floating around... hahaa... :( too bad i din work hard and Malaysia still doesn't have the means to build one!!!!
2. if u cant be a astronaut, better be a geographical Professor.. u get the latest news.. and u will learn how to survive...
3. if u cant be both of that, make sure u are not a newscaster!! bcoz u will have to made a report in the middle of 2 tornados (or even more)... in the end, u will just get smashed by this vehicles, or rooftop!!
4. ok, if u are looking for a hiding place, made sure it's national library!! important: it must be old enough!!! why??? bcoz u will have tons of books for u to burn!! not enough, it will have a fireplace big enough!! and most importantly, it has a really 'cool' ventilation system and good wooden door big enough to shut out the cool air while not letting u run out of oxygen!! the freeze just stop at the door!!!
5. never built a shopping centre with glass rooftop.. it tends to break whenever u are walking over it.. or never walk on top of it when it is cover with snow...
6. wolf are slower than human... just be sure there are metal door around for u to shut at them!
7. lastly, i am glad that i am living in malaysia or singapore.. coz, the calamity only cover the north hemisphere of the earth, it won't hit South East Asia.. hahahaha.....

okok... enough of the jokes.. take care of earth.. more plants, more love, less toxic, less smoke, less burning... preserve the energy of earth.. don't let it be weaker.. the sea level is rising, the ozone has a bigger hole.. take care of the environment u are living at, else one day it might really happen.. stop walking towards self-extinct....