How are you feeling today?

Hm, been getting moody these few days.. My mood has been getting up and down quite often.. Though i might be a emotional person as what my friend says, but this is rather unusual.. Think i am getting a bit burnt out and stressed out.. omg, someone help me plz...

This situation has been causing trauma in between.. straining the relationship between me and others.. as u perhaps know, i am not an outspoken person.. though i tend to be aggressive at times.. trying hard to calm myself down.. but seems that things around has been bugging me.. friendship, loveship, studies.. i m pissing myself off with my own attitude.. and others as well i guess.. need to buck up, stay calm, think more, work more..

i have a lot of promises to you, if 1 day u realize that i am forgetting, please be patient with me, and remind me..
i have a lot of dreams with you, if 1 day u realize that i am drifting away from them, please be tactful and remind me..

thanks for the times u had given me so far.. i cherish every moment.. cheers

多事之秋

曾几何时，那曾经与我们紧紧相随的童真不见了。换来的，是社会的残酷、无情、冷漠。人渐渐长大，懂得是越来越多，却也与纯真这两个字越离越远。每个人都会犯错，错了就得认错，改善。我也不例外。有些事，明明知道不该做，却还是做了，是人的意志力不够坚强？还是社会的诱惑及压力太大？
就好像某人说的，假，很假，这世界真得很假，真，很真，人做的戏很真。人懂得事越来越多，接触的对与错越来越多。开始会徘徊于灰色地带，然后要跌入罪恶的深渊抑或是回到纯洁的天堂，全都在于个人的选择，您的选择又是什么？
我想重要的是，不要灰心，不要放弃，只有继续寻找，继续相信，有天你会到你想要的天堂，与你渴望的在一起。试着原谅，带着宽容的心，面对将要发生的，已经发生的及正在发生的。因为仇恨、哀怨只会让自己更加痛苦，与快乐脱离。或许你可以愤世忌俗，自我封闭，但你决不会因为这样儿找到你要的答案，事情也不会有转机。

不知道还能写些什么，就这样吧！看看四周，试着微笑！