too much bad thing influencing me...

I really dont have much determination!! Must find a way out.. If my concentration is lousy, then i must do some other things to overcome that.. too playful..
mmm.. regarding previous post, guys, plz treat it as something stupid.. read then forget!! i m just too bored!!
well, there are certain things that i cant post it right up here.. i need to do some soul searching.. sometimes things just happen like this.. i really dunno how to handle.. especially with girls.. somebody teach me..
2 choices will hang myself.. i know it better than others.. so, aih.. rather not talk about it..
mmm.. recently having mood swing.. but not bad one.. always laughing a lot.. then suddenly temper come, but for awhile then i will there laughing and dancing again.. frens here keep saying i kena struck by lightning... mmmm...
but i prefer this way!! haa.. i prefer to called this my peak.. the stage of forgetting my own!! then everything just fall in place!! hee.. i always got this luck.. hope it will maintain!! Happy Go Lucky!!!!!!!!