Monday, June 26, 2006

New blog

As of 26062006 and 6 am. This blog is obselete. Please redirect to 蚂蚁日记

Sunday, June 25, 2006

一封迟来的信

想说对不起,
本来, 与你在一起, 希望让你开心,但以前的我太放纵自己,让你伤了又伤.
想说谢谢你,
是你唤醒了我,虽然用的是你的眼泪,
谢谢你x2,
因为你再次给我机会,让我实现以前没做的,希望这一次没有尽头。
谢谢你x3,
这些日子以来的鼓励,你的关怀,让我觉得我是幸福的,虽然有时很累,但我知道这是值得的,你让我学会珍惜

你要什么?

I saw this when weini send me a link to a cari forum story... by 吴若权
seen this b4, but last time din feel anything.. however, now looking back i learnt a lot.. thanks for coming in my life, my love..

guys, take a look at the post.. quite a nice love story..
http://chinese.cari.com.my/myforum/viewthread.php?tid=375363&extra=page%3D1&page=1

当男人百思不解,女人究竟要什么之际,女人也疑惑着,男人究竟在想什么?
只是,我们都忽略了,自己要什么?

在爱情里,你渴望拥有什么?

不需猜测彼此的心意、行踪;总是能够畅所欲言、无话不谈;
有一点想念,却不至肝肠寸断;有一点牵挂,却不苦苦纠缠;
有一点依赖,却不至失去自我;有一点娇纵,却还能保有一丝理性。。。
爱情的艰难总难脱疑惑1猜忌,
可以如此简单相待,幸福自然垂手可得。

一个真正值得去爱、也懂得爱的人,就会明了 -
爱情,因为简单,没有负担;因而能够地久天长!

*在吃饭时,记得: 细嚼慢咽。
在恋爱时,记得: 用心体会。
生活里有关品味的精雕细刻,靠的不是金钱,而是时间和真情。*

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Delay in Post

Trying to create something new for the blog... patient all.. hope that i come out with something new... also being by EXAMS... sick of books... somebody shout!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

HapPy FaTh3R DaY

Dear all, i am sure u have all notice. It's father day, have you done anything for your father today? I am not saying that u should only do something today, but it will be wonderful that u could do something on top of treating ur family members well on the other days. Well, i can only sms my old man today. Maybe a phone call too.

Din know what to write on this post, well, just happy father day!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Nice food

Hoho.. writing some recipe today... Got the idea while working at the kitchen yesterday.. saw one of my fren cooking garlic butter for potato... simple but taste nice... just garlic and butter only... today got some chicken wing so i tot maybe i could have tried it also... therefore i prepare:

chicken wing
garlic chop fine
onion clove
carrot

i marinate the chicken with some sesame oil and hua1 diao1 wine and pepper, however, don think this really affect the taste if u din do it...
then put butter and the garlic into a pot... stir while heating up with mild fire.. cook till u smell the garlic, put in the onion and the carrot.. then put in chicken, stir fried with medium fire... after roughly 5 mins, change to mild fire again, and leave it for 20 mins.. cover up while waiting.. the chicken should be cook by then.. done!! i like the taste of butter and onion.. also, u can add in some chop chili if u like it to be a bit spicy..

so hard to write one recipe.. who wants to eat then i cook for u la.. haa.. mafan...

oh.. i shall post some pictures of the WHARF KITCHEN.. the place i wash plates every week.. it's somehow different from what i tot initially...


The place where i wash the plates







I look so haggard

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Injury

Hm, dunno what is wrong with me.. keep injuring myself... first smash my finger then cut it while mopping floor... then leg also keep knocking into something... argh.. is it my size that has been growing hampering my movement? not as agile as before resulting in injured? omgod.. hopefully wont cause some serious problems anymore.. better be careful, love my body.. hee..

been staying up for world cup.. the match is ok so far.. lack the atmosphere while watching alone.. haven't start betting yet.. dunno whether i got the luck or not.. haih.. tired.. buffled.. today sleeping early.. tomoro working.. friday first paper.. ops.. haa.. work hard lo.. no more matches.. it's enough.. stop for a while...

ppl out there... enjoy your world cup season lo... ole ole ole

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Lousy prediction

Holy shit, i keep going wrong with my prediction.. lucky i never bet.. heng arh.. how to win money like dat... sei la...

by the way, anyone who has skype.. add me in ---> chinwooi

World cup and skype

Ole Ole OLe Ole... world cup started in german.. three games played so far.. a good entertainment and 'distraction' for us in the middle of exams... my first paper starting 16th.. hope it din farked me up... just watch the england vs paraguay game...
England started well but eventually cant get grip of the game, pretty exciting but disappointing to see their striker.. NO GOOD! buck up dude.. how can u play like that to win the world cup... more games coming up.. study more..

Tried installing skype today.. MSN keep hanging me up when i tried to voice call my gf in uk... wonder what went wrong.. pissed me off a bit.. So i reckon i should tried skype since it is so highly recommended..
2.5 beta has a whole lot of new features.. some interesting one like calling actual phone and sms.. however, need to buy credit.. still havent check how it works though.. but i don think i really need to use it unless it's free..
comparing skype and msn live messenger, realized that it is much more better than msn.. nicer interface, more function.. and somehow it makes me felt that it is much more smoother running.. msn is taking up too much of my system memories and sometimes it's just too slow to open it.. however, it will be much appreciated if skype could do something with the contact list so i wont have to backup my contact list.. have been losing my contact everytime i install it.. no good..
okla.. need to watch Sweden vs T&T... hope it's a good matchup.. Sweden to win by 2 goals or more? should i bet? lolz...

Thursday, June 08, 2006

好爱她 好想她

A very special someone remind me of this song.. Brought back a lot of funny memories.. Those were the days.. haa.. Thanks sujuan for the song.. I like this song, very fairytale like... hee.. but i am dedicating to u~~~ hee.. love ya

183 天应该亮了 你应该睡了 守一整夜的他应该走了
7F 你应该哭了 他应该醒了 想一整夜的我该死心了
183 我们都没有错 只是爱上同一个
7F+187 只怪爱是独自佔有 非要拼得你死我活
7F 好爱她 好想她 再这样下去 我只会更牵掛
7F+183 爱到最后我们还是改变不了 Ho
183 祝福她 拥有他 所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7F+183 你给过的美好 留在没有人到得了的地方 看你微笑
7F 天应该亮了 你应该睡了 守一整夜的他应该走了
183 (天怎麼亮了 我无法睡呢 ... 怎能放手)
7F 你应该哭了 他应该醒了 想一整夜的我该死心了
183 (我怎麼哭了 你不该忘了 …太过折磨)
7F 我们都没有错 只是爱上同一个
183 只怪爱是独自佔有 非要拼得你死我活
7F 好爱她 好想她 再这样下去 我只会更牵掛
183 (好爱她 好想她 再这样下去 也不是个办法) 0
7F+183 爱到最后我们还是改变不了 Ho
7F+183 祝福她 拥有他 所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7F 所有的美好
183 留在没人到得了
7F 试著把你 慢慢遗忘
183 (如何把你 慢慢忘掉)
183 我好爱她 我好想她
183 我爱她 我想她
7F 好爱他 好想他 再这样下去 我只会更牵掛
7F+183 爱到最后我们还是改变不了 Ho
183 祝福她 拥有他 所有的有情人终成眷属啊
7F+183 你给过的美好 留在没有人到得了的地方 看你微笑
]7F+183 好爱她 好想她 再这样下去 我只会更牵掛
7F+183 爱到最后我们还是改变不了 Ho
7F+183 祝福她 拥有他 所有的有情人终成眷属啊
183+7F 所有的美好
183+7F 留在没人到得了
7F+183 试著把你 慢慢忘掉

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Anti Christ Day?

Oh, yesterday was hui meng's 25th birthday. 06 June 2006. Some said this is anti christ day, the birth of satan. Whatever, sorry bro couldn't be celebrating your birthday there. Hope you are enjoying though. Working till late, but still something to cheer bout, got my dear email and manage to chat with her after work. It's still a good day to me.

After working at Wharf Restaurant and get in touch with more caucasians (mostly Australian), finding our lifestyle are much similar. However, chinese are more reserve and not as open as them. I like being with them, fun, frank, honest and not much scheming going on. I am not trying to be like them, but i admire their strength and belief. Hopefully, i can be someone like that. I am still in search of my own life. This surely is some impact to me. ;)

2 posts in a day, talking bout different things. hee. Anyway, good day to all of you! Also, happy birthday to Eddy Tan (0606) and Louis Heng (0706).

Lost

I am farking lost again.. Is this the results of sleeping too much, dreaming too much, or something else? Sometimes things are either going to smooth or too rowdy that makes me want to give up. I am wandering in this world, thinking: "Where my life lies?" and "What am I looking for?" When things go smooth, at least i am still happy. However, when things get tough, i simply want to escape. Sleeping is a good way to escape. I can just ignore things around. Hoping to be ignorant which caused even more problems.

Hm, nobody is going to show me a way. I only can rely on myself i guess. Get on with things, doing them is the only way. I know it, but sometimes i just lack the courages, motivation to step out of my hideout. Once i read, the meaning of life is how meaningful you make your life. In this case, what is the meaningful? To be my love? To get a good job with good pay? I simply lost, and dunno what i am searching for. Looking for the enjoyment that i am searching. What do I enjoy most, I keep blaming for past relationship or events that make myself today. Simply hard to walk out of the shadow. Pitying myself and doing things that i don't intend to.

Should be grateful with the life i am having and keep on improve it. Dear, if you are reading this post, just ignore it. I dunno why I am talking also, messy in my head. Friends, if you are reading this also, I am having mood swing i guess. I really slept too much and stress about report and studies. Hopefully later will be better for me. Cheerios.